Saturday, November 19, 2011

Thinking

Dear Lord,

Lord, thank You again for this lovely morning. For this chilly weather but later on a bright, sunny day. Lord, thank You so much for this morning I was able to see a different side of myself, a lovely side that I was able to see in the eyes of some people.

Lord, I have realized that maybe at the onset I may not be that beautiful physically, I am not that super knock out girl but then when one gets to be with me, talk to me and get to know me, they would easily like me. Lord, I am indeed thankful that in Your infinite wisdom, my love language, the factor that would really make me feel loved is in fact the same thing that if it happens, one would really want to go for more just to be with me. That a person who gets to spend time with me would actually see the real, unpretentious me and would like that in an instant. Lord, You are indeed good and I am thankful that I am made this way. Lord, I am more beautiful because of the beauty of my soul that only comes from You.

Lord, I am thinking about that man again. Lord, I am still praying for his safety and for him to have a good life. Lord, whatever Your plans are, then so be it. I am still praying for more "choices" in my life to come. May my world expand, may I increase my territory and may You always bless me indeed in all areas and aspects of my life.

I am praying Lord for Sir Alex that he may have a good and blessed life and that he may be able to get to know You deeper, in a very intimate and loving way.

Lord, thank You so much for last night I was able to prove to myself that I love my faith more than anything else. That I love You Lord in spite of my roller-coaster emotions. Lord, I am not willing and will never give up the faith that I have. The main reason why I live. Lord, I am praying for strength as I stand on this conviction. That I appreciate more the truth that You have blessed my life with. That I know who turn to and who to believe specially in times of my deep and agonizing trouble.

Lord, I am still asking for more circle of friends, for more people to come my way specially Christian friends, those who belong to Your family. Lord, I appeal to You that please, may You provide for me people who are matured enough to lift me up and bring me closer to You.

Lord, thank You so much for letting me see that lovely part of myself. One really has to spend time with me to see the real beauty in me and once someone does, there's this big possibility that he or she would be hooked.Hehehehe...

Lord, may this amazing quality be my "selling" factor as I draw others to come to You.

Lord, right now I am thinking. I am thinking about that man I am currently interested with. Lord, I saw last night that he was drinking. Not that he is a drunkard, but he drinks. Lord, may I not compromise on this area even if I like him so much. May I still set the boundaries for my emotion and may I have the mettle to say no when I really have to say no.

Father, thank You so much for this lovely morning. Thank You for the realizations and for the things that I learned yesterday. Thank You Father God. Amen.

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