Should I or Should I Not?

Dear Lord,

Lord, do I have to wait for that person until he comes back? Or do I still need to open myself up to others?

Lord, I guess I will still give myself chance to others if they would knock on my heart's door. Lord, it will not be fair if I would hope for someone and then would realize eventually that I made the wrong decision.

Yet, Lord I am tired of waiting. I know he is not someone less that I would settle for but I still yet to know him deeper.

Anyway, Father You are still going to provide for me. Provide for me the man that I am going to marry and spend the rest of my life with. Someone who You know will just fit my personality and who also shares my belief system. Someone whose behavior and attitude I don't really need to justify and give valid reason to.

Lord, You know what is in store for me. You know my tomorrow. You know all the things that I have inside my heart. Show me who that person is. Show me Lord the kind of person that he is. And when You do, please let him be attracted to me and be so kind to me even at first sight.

Lord, You are the Author of time. I am scared of being alone, deep in my heart all I want is to have my own family someday. You will be the One who will give me that lovely family, a number of babies we can provide for and a loving, responsible and wonderful husband and father who I will serve and obey with all my heart and soul. Show that person to me Lord. Thank You so much again, Father.