Pacify My Soul

Dear Lord,

Something terrible happened again. You know already what. Father, it is really scary nowadays to go outside even to just walk around the neighborhood. Father, I am praying for the comfort of the family of that girl who was murdered by those people. Lord, I want to call them worthless for indeed they are but Lord You will be the One who will punish those people.

Father, I am praying for the safety of my family, of those people I love. I also pray that the place where Jeff and I will live will be a safe and good one. Father, I am praying for the best house, the best place for us. I am praying for those things Father.

Lord, is it Your will for us to get married? Yes, I guess so. He is going to be my husband. May we have a God-centered relationship where You will be the One who will be glorified in every way.

Father, I am asking for Your peace. Peace that only You can offer. Father, You said that "even when I walk through the darkest valley, I will not be afraid, for You are close beside me. Your rod and Your staff protect and comfort me. Psalm 23:4 NLT.

Lord, there is really no certainty in this world. Only You and the Word that You give. May I have peace right now. And I am praying for protection for all the people that I love.

Father, I am praying for the ministry that I will join in Victory. Is it the Kid's Church? I guess it is. May it happen Father. Show me the person to whom I can apply for that. Father, may I also have more focus on You.

I am also praying that You kindly change my heart. So I can be an effective channel of blessings for others. May I also share the goodness that You have given me, Your death and Your resurrection.

Father, help me. I am also praying for the salvation of my friends. Of Ynnah, Dizza, Lay and Ianne. I am also praying for patience for right now I am pissed off with my mother. Help me Lord please.

I should have woken up earlier. I should have focused on You right away when I woke up. Forgive me Lord that's why this is happening.

Lord, help me to understand Your Word today. Help me to really live by them and to just go no matter what to the right direction.

Thank You Father God. Amen.

Finding Fullness in God

Why spend your money on food that does not give you strength? Why pay for food that does you no good? Listen to me, and you will eat what is good. You will enjoy the finest food. “Come to me with your ears wide open. Listen, and you will find life. I will make an everlasting covenant with you. I will give you all the unfailing love I promised to David. Isaiah 55:2-3 NLT

Dear Lord,

I have been doing this. These are Your Words to me. Rhetorically asking me about my actions. Father, I can only find my satisfaction in You. No food, no person nor things could ever give me the satisfaction and love that only comes from You Jesus. Help me to just listen to You and to honor You in everything that I do. Clear my mind with every impurity it has and help me to just get wisdom and understanding from You. Thank You Father God. Amen.

Praying for Purity

Dear Lord,

Lord, I am sorry. Please forgive me for leading him on, for becoming so aggressive towards him. Lord, forgive me. I love him, I want to please him and give him whatever it is that can make him happy.

But on the process, I am offending You and hurting You. Forgive me. Lord, I really cannot control myself most of the time that I am with him. Lord, You know exactly the nature of us women. You know how we are stimulated by the words we hear and the touch we receive. Father, You know how he touches my heart so deeply with his sincere words and his gentle, caring touch. Father, forgive me. I am really human, I need Your grace and Your mercy and Your strength. Help us, help me to just wait for the right time until You give us the gift of physical intimacy.

Father, help us to marry. A year's time is quite long. Help us to control our urges. Help me to control myself. I love him and yes Lord I long to be so close and intimate with him. But how? We are not yet married. Father, I long to take care of him and love him the way You want me to love my husband.

Father, help me do the right thing. Help us do the right thing. Please help us and may Your will be done in our lives. Thank You Father God. Thank You so much for everything.

Father, I cannot do this all alone. Help me. Help me do the right thing. Amen.

Knowing Your Will

Dear God,

Lord, I have realized that we did not ask You if we can get married or not.

Is it Your will for us Lord? Anyway, Father money is our only problem and I am sorry for being unfaithful to You.
Sometimes Lord, it is really quite difficult to trust You especially when I have not yet seen what is going to happen. But that's the real essence of faith. The real essence of Hebrews 11:1.
I am sorry for my unbelief. I have been basing my confidence from the things I see around me. The things that surround me, what others say and think about. I noticed that I have not been asking Your opinion, Your thoughts on my concerns. I am sorry, Father.
Father, is it okay if we will get married next year? Or do we have to wait? But Father, money is our only problem. And You will be the One who will provide.
I don't know. Now more than ever is the time that I will trust You more and I have more confidence in You. Thank You Father God.
Lord, thank You for this brand new day and may I learn something from what You are about to say. Amen.

Hating My Earthly Father

Dear Lord,

Forgive me. Forgive me for becoming like this again. I am hating my father right now.

You know him. He has not been so loving and caring to us, to me. I don't know.

I think he does not love me. He would always just count his money and everything that he gives me. I even have a negative attitude regarding money all because of him.

Father, heal me. I am scared of myself for I think I haven't been respecting him. I know I have said things that would hurt him and honestly I am not remorseful for all those things. I am sorry I feel this way. I am scared of myself for this negative attitudes might manifest when my future husband and I would have a fight and disagreement over something Father. I don't want that thing to happen to us.

I think I need to have some counseling. Father, I want to go to the church for me to have my counseling regarding this deep-seated issues. I am really angry right now. I am hurt and honestly I don't want to talk to him anymore. I am rebelling actually. But this of course will never do me any good at all. Please help me.

Father, indeed it is really hard to love my enemy. Right now my enemy is the negative spirit and attitude of my earthly father. Help me Lord. Forgive me also. Forgive me. I have always wanted a father, a strong male figure in my life to love me. Is it asking for too much, Lord?

Lord, I am really disappointed. I am really sad. Father, please heal my heart. Help me. I cannot do this all alone. I know that only in You I can find grace and enough love for me to go on. I do not want to look for it from other human sources though they are wonderful bonuses.

I may never have the ideal father, but You will be my Dad. Please Lord. Please take good care of me and please attend to my needs. My boyfriend is not my father so help me not to look at him that way and seek from him the kind of love I did not get from my own earthly father. May You be my loving Dad, the One who will give me my needs and who will take good care of me.

Father, may I also by Your grace and mercy forgive him. Forgive him with all of my heart. Let not hate rule over my heart but only Your love. The love only You can give. This is a supernatural love for my natural love does not work for him right now. I need that kind of love that only comes from You.

Father, forgive me for being disrespectful. Forgive me. Amen.