Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding.
6 Seek His will in all you do, and He will show you which path to take.
-Proverbs 3:5-6 NLT-
Father You know what question I have in mind right now. Father, You know that I have been praying for that person. Yet I am not still sure if what I am doing is the right thing. All I know is that my heart flies each time he would call me. Father, am I to avoid him? I am not sure about the motives of his heart, what does he have in mind. I honestly do not trust him anymore. I cannot trust a man who plays with my emotions and my mind. Lord, is he just playing with me? Is he just toying with my emotions? Help me Father God please.
Lord, now more than ever I will cling to You and trust in You. Father, whatever that person is planning against me please Lord, give me enough strength to fight it over. I just don't want anyone playing with my emotions. He has been a flirt Lord, a big, major flirt who has been saying words that could make every girl swoon. Sweet- talker as this world calls the likes of him. Father, give me the spirit of discernment. Help me not to bask in the happiness that I am feeling when he calls me or when he does something that makes my heart flutter.
Father, I am Your child. I am so blessed by You in every way. I am Your princess and You will only give me that which is best and just right for me.
As regards the other one, it would be better Lord if I would stop talking to him already. I know I am doing him a big disservice if I would still continue entertaining him thus giving him hope. Lord, just help him find himself and lead him to the person that he is going to be with for the rest of his life.
Lord, speaking of that, I am begging You please Father show me that person. Lord, I am advancing in age and I still want to be with my kids longer. Father, help me to find that person and may that person also find me. May we find each other and together we will make a good family. A family that will serve You.
Thank You Father God. Thank You so much for everything and yes, help me to just lean on and depend on You in times like this.
Amen.
Friday, July 20, 2012
Thursday, July 19, 2012
July 20, 2012
Dear Lord,
I am not feeling well now. I am hurt so much by the words of my own mother. She actually cursed my own children. My future children.
Lord, if I spoke my words, if I have become so open about my feelings and if it hurt them I am sorry. But I guess Father there was nothing wrong with what I said. I only expressed what am seeing.
You know fully well the situation. You know fully well. Father, I am afraid now. I am afraid for my own children. They might inherit my brother's situation.
Yet, You said to me that You would bless the next generation. Father, my mother said that if all Christians were like me then probably I would be the last. Father, I know You never give up on us, You do things to snatch us away from our enemy but only if we are willing. You are always there waiting only if our hearts are returning to You. Lord, I see that he is not willing to be helped. He basks in his pathetic situation and probably uses his condition so that others will adjust to his maladaptive behavior.
Father, please forgive me. If there was anything wrong that I said or maybe how I said them, please forgive me. I will trust in You. Thank You for You made me this way. And Lord, may You also help him. Yes Lord, You are reminding me to love my enemies and pray for those who persecute me. Yes, I will just pray, I will just lift up to You the situation.
Lord, I lift up to You my future children. You know them already. Please Lord, I pray that You kindly bless them and love them. I know You love them more than I do. Please Lord, take good care of them.
As regards my brother, just help him Father. Even if he hates You right now. Even if he blames You. May he see the mistakes that he did and learn to trust You more.
As regards my mother, help me Lord to forgive her. To love her just the same. It is quite difficult to love her now but make me love her even more. I am just sad I am not loved by her the way I wanted to but then You are loving me more. That's why You created me like this and I am blessed in so many ways.
Father, forgive me for my arrogance and for my pride. Forgive me if I hurt other people. Forgive me.
Father, I lift up to You my future family. Bless us. Bless my future husband and our future children. Thank You Father God. Amen.
I am not feeling well now. I am hurt so much by the words of my own mother. She actually cursed my own children. My future children.
Lord, if I spoke my words, if I have become so open about my feelings and if it hurt them I am sorry. But I guess Father there was nothing wrong with what I said. I only expressed what am seeing.
You know fully well the situation. You know fully well. Father, I am afraid now. I am afraid for my own children. They might inherit my brother's situation.
Yet, You said to me that You would bless the next generation. Father, my mother said that if all Christians were like me then probably I would be the last. Father, I know You never give up on us, You do things to snatch us away from our enemy but only if we are willing. You are always there waiting only if our hearts are returning to You. Lord, I see that he is not willing to be helped. He basks in his pathetic situation and probably uses his condition so that others will adjust to his maladaptive behavior.
Father, please forgive me. If there was anything wrong that I said or maybe how I said them, please forgive me. I will trust in You. Thank You for You made me this way. And Lord, may You also help him. Yes Lord, You are reminding me to love my enemies and pray for those who persecute me. Yes, I will just pray, I will just lift up to You the situation.
Lord, I lift up to You my future children. You know them already. Please Lord, I pray that You kindly bless them and love them. I know You love them more than I do. Please Lord, take good care of them.
As regards my brother, just help him Father. Even if he hates You right now. Even if he blames You. May he see the mistakes that he did and learn to trust You more.
As regards my mother, help me Lord to forgive her. To love her just the same. It is quite difficult to love her now but make me love her even more. I am just sad I am not loved by her the way I wanted to but then You are loving me more. That's why You created me like this and I am blessed in so many ways.
Father, forgive me for my arrogance and for my pride. Forgive me if I hurt other people. Forgive me.
Father, I lift up to You my future family. Bless us. Bless my future husband and our future children. Thank You Father God. Amen.
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