Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding.
6 Seek His will in all you do, and He will show you which path to take.
-Proverbs 3:5-6 NLT-
Father You know what question I have in mind right now. Father, You know that I have been praying for that person. Yet I am not still sure if what I am doing is the right thing. All I know is that my heart flies each time he would call me. Father, am I to avoid him? I am not sure about the motives of his heart, what does he have in mind. I honestly do not trust him anymore. I cannot trust a man who plays with my emotions and my mind. Lord, is he just playing with me? Is he just toying with my emotions? Help me Father God please.
Lord, now more than ever I will cling to You and trust in You. Father, whatever that person is planning against me please Lord, give me enough strength to fight it over. I just don't want anyone playing with my emotions. He has been a flirt Lord, a big, major flirt who has been saying words that could make every girl swoon. Sweet- talker as this world calls the likes of him. Father, give me the spirit of discernment. Help me not to bask in the happiness that I am feeling when he calls me or when he does something that makes my heart flutter.
Father, I am Your child. I am so blessed by You in every way. I am Your princess and You will only give me that which is best and just right for me.
As regards the other one, it would be better Lord if I would stop talking to him already. I know I am doing him a big disservice if I would still continue entertaining him thus giving him hope. Lord, just help him find himself and lead him to the person that he is going to be with for the rest of his life.
Lord, speaking of that, I am begging You please Father show me that person. Lord, I am advancing in age and I still want to be with my kids longer. Father, help me to find that person and may that person also find me. May we find each other and together we will make a good family. A family that will serve You.
Thank You Father God. Thank You so much for everything and yes, help me to just lean on and depend on You in times like this.
Amen.
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