Dear Lord,
I gave in to the lust of my flesh again. Lord, please forgive me for instead of rushing to get to Your Word, I let my wandering mind and lustful heart rule over me. Forgive me, Father.
I have realized that in our relationship, indeed it has been me who has not been practicing purity. I have been leading my fiance on which of course is not healthy for our relationship. Maybe because I still have some residual issues from the past but then Lord, I know that by Your strife, I have been healed already and that I am already a new creation.
Father, sex is good when it is within the bounds of marriage. Father, You know how much I have wanted to be so close and intimate with him for he loves me a lot. I am stimulated by his touch, by his affection. Lord, forgive me. I really have desires to be with him and to give myself to him for he has been so good and loving to me. That is how You created me.
He has given me love only You can plant in his heart for him to give me. Father, all I want is to bless him, to love him and to always keep him safe.
Father, help us. I know he will be pressured about getting married in February. Father, please provide for us. Is it okay Lord if we will have our civil wedding first and then our Christian union in December 2013?
I want to help him Lord. I want to help him plan for everything. Please provide for us. Provide for him, provide for me. Lord, I am sorry. I am sorry for giving in to temptation again to self-gratify. Please forgive me. And cleanse my heart.
Thank You Father God. Thank You very much for everything. For all Your wonderful blessings in my life. Thank You Father. Amen.
Saturday, September 29, 2012
Thankful
Dear Lord,
Thank You so much again for this wonderful day. Though I just rested and did nothing most of the time, thank You still for I was still able to accomplish the things that I needed to accomplish for the day especially the big ones.
Father, I have been preoccupied by marriage again. I want to be married to him Father. My family loves him, my friends as well and yes, I do love him. Father, is it okay if we would get married in February? If so, then please by Your grace and mercy please provide for us.
I want him to have his family here. I want him to feel that he is being taken care of. I do not really care about the ceremony only the meaning and the reason why we are doing that ceremony in the first place. Father, a wedding does not have to be frivolous nor expensive. Just a very simple, solemn and quiet one will do for me, for us.
What I am after is his well-being. The house he lives in, the food he eats. Father, You know fully well his situation. I just want to take care of him. My heart really cries for him.
Father, thank You so much for giving me such a good, wonderful and loving man. A man who places You first in his life, the man who puts me second after You. I am thankful for he just brings out the best in me and he makes me appreciate what life is really all about.
Father, please I am praying. Please provide for us. Provide for our wedding. Even if it is only simple and cheap, I do not care. What we are after is our relationship with each other.
I am touched for my youngest brother was looking for him. Maybe he also felt the kind of man Jeff is. I am thankful Father God. I am just thankful.
Father, please provide for our wedding. Thank You very much. Amen.
Thank You so much again for this wonderful day. Though I just rested and did nothing most of the time, thank You still for I was still able to accomplish the things that I needed to accomplish for the day especially the big ones.
Father, I have been preoccupied by marriage again. I want to be married to him Father. My family loves him, my friends as well and yes, I do love him. Father, is it okay if we would get married in February? If so, then please by Your grace and mercy please provide for us.
I want him to have his family here. I want him to feel that he is being taken care of. I do not really care about the ceremony only the meaning and the reason why we are doing that ceremony in the first place. Father, a wedding does not have to be frivolous nor expensive. Just a very simple, solemn and quiet one will do for me, for us.
What I am after is his well-being. The house he lives in, the food he eats. Father, You know fully well his situation. I just want to take care of him. My heart really cries for him.
Father, thank You so much for giving me such a good, wonderful and loving man. A man who places You first in his life, the man who puts me second after You. I am thankful for he just brings out the best in me and he makes me appreciate what life is really all about.
Father, please I am praying. Please provide for us. Provide for our wedding. Even if it is only simple and cheap, I do not care. What we are after is our relationship with each other.
I am touched for my youngest brother was looking for him. Maybe he also felt the kind of man Jeff is. I am thankful Father God. I am just thankful.
Father, please provide for our wedding. Thank You very much. Amen.
Friday, September 28, 2012
Worries and Anxieties Again
Dear Lord,
Thank You for this brand new morning. Thank You Father for Your love and Your grace and for the brand new life You have blessed me with.
I am sorry again for being worried and for having this unfounded anxieties again. I know that You have a path for me and I thank You for You are giving me that desire to really work my way on that path. Things will never be easy, there will be stress and even lots of tears along the way even some financial burdens but by Your grace and mercy and the hope from Your salvation, Your will in my life will prevail.
Lord, You know the institution I am with right now. You know how they have not been taking good care of their employees. Father, I am starting to unlike the system but I am still working there. Lord, please help me with this kind of feeling I have right now. I am starting to be discontented and yes, really demoralized because of what has been happening in our school right now. Help me to overcome this, love my work while I am still there until there will be a time that You will plant me somewhere.
Father, You know my life. I am happy for You have given me already the person I am going to marry and spend the rest of my life and love with. He may not be the ideal and picture perfect man of my dreams but he is who I need and together our relationship will glorify You. Father, help us, help me not to be too intimate with him until we are married. I love him so much Father that is why I want to make him happy but I am actually compromising myself and my relationship with You. Father, help me overcome, help us overcome temptation and may we have a satisfying and enjoyable intimate life together when we are married already. May You be the center of our relationship Father.
Father, I will just trust You for You know the works that You are doing in my life. I am also praying for the strained relationship of my boss and my friend. May they be in good terms again and may they find peace again with each other. Lord, You are the only One who can fix severed relationships.
Thank You so much Lord. Amen.
Thank You for this brand new morning. Thank You Father for Your love and Your grace and for the brand new life You have blessed me with.
I am sorry again for being worried and for having this unfounded anxieties again. I know that You have a path for me and I thank You for You are giving me that desire to really work my way on that path. Things will never be easy, there will be stress and even lots of tears along the way even some financial burdens but by Your grace and mercy and the hope from Your salvation, Your will in my life will prevail.
Lord, You know the institution I am with right now. You know how they have not been taking good care of their employees. Father, I am starting to unlike the system but I am still working there. Lord, please help me with this kind of feeling I have right now. I am starting to be discontented and yes, really demoralized because of what has been happening in our school right now. Help me to overcome this, love my work while I am still there until there will be a time that You will plant me somewhere.
Father, You know my life. I am happy for You have given me already the person I am going to marry and spend the rest of my life and love with. He may not be the ideal and picture perfect man of my dreams but he is who I need and together our relationship will glorify You. Father, help us, help me not to be too intimate with him until we are married. I love him so much Father that is why I want to make him happy but I am actually compromising myself and my relationship with You. Father, help me overcome, help us overcome temptation and may we have a satisfying and enjoyable intimate life together when we are married already. May You be the center of our relationship Father.
Father, I will just trust You for You know the works that You are doing in my life. I am also praying for the strained relationship of my boss and my friend. May they be in good terms again and may they find peace again with each other. Lord, You are the only One who can fix severed relationships.
Thank You so much Lord. Amen.
Thursday, September 27, 2012
September 28, 2012
Dear Lord,
Lord, please forgive me. Forgive me when I gave in to the lust of my flesh and sinful passion.
Father, I know how much the man You gave me, Jeff loves me that's why I could not help but have this desire to love him in the physical way. But Lord, it is not yet time for us to do those things.
Father help me. Help me not to seduce him anymore.. I love him and I want to be intimate with him but I also want to follow You and obey You. Help me Father. Help us.
Lord, may we be together next year. May our relationship become more spiritually intimate with You and may we not gratify our own fleshly and sinful desires.
Father I am sorry but I think I still have this thinking that for me to be loved, I must give myself physically also.
I am thankful that Jeff is not like that. That he is not taking advantage of me and that he really loves me and only thinks what is best for me. He loves me a lot.
Father, I am also sorry if I am having this fear that if I commit mistakes, You might take Him away from me. Father forgive me for this very wrong thinking. It only creates fear and worry in me. I am sorry if sometimes I am thinking that because I am so happy and contented now, You might take him away from me. Father forgive me if I am thinking of You that way. This is an attack again by the enemy.
I will always remember that You know the plans You have for me. Plans to prosper me and not to harm me and plans to give me hope and a future. Father, thank You for this assurance. Father thank You for sending Jesus Christ so that I can have a life and live it to the full.
Thank You Lord. Please change my heart and increase my faith more. Amen.
Lord, please forgive me. Forgive me when I gave in to the lust of my flesh and sinful passion.
Father, I know how much the man You gave me, Jeff loves me that's why I could not help but have this desire to love him in the physical way. But Lord, it is not yet time for us to do those things.
Father help me. Help me not to seduce him anymore.. I love him and I want to be intimate with him but I also want to follow You and obey You. Help me Father. Help us.
Lord, may we be together next year. May our relationship become more spiritually intimate with You and may we not gratify our own fleshly and sinful desires.
Father I am sorry but I think I still have this thinking that for me to be loved, I must give myself physically also.
I am thankful that Jeff is not like that. That he is not taking advantage of me and that he really loves me and only thinks what is best for me. He loves me a lot.
Father, I am also sorry if I am having this fear that if I commit mistakes, You might take Him away from me. Father forgive me for this very wrong thinking. It only creates fear and worry in me. I am sorry if sometimes I am thinking that because I am so happy and contented now, You might take him away from me. Father forgive me if I am thinking of You that way. This is an attack again by the enemy.
I will always remember that You know the plans You have for me. Plans to prosper me and not to harm me and plans to give me hope and a future. Father, thank You for this assurance. Father thank You for sending Jesus Christ so that I can have a life and live it to the full.
Thank You Lord. Please change my heart and increase my faith more. Amen.
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Saving Money Syndrome and House Hunting Agenda
Dear Lord,
You know what I am going through right now. You know that I am currently building up stress thinking about what to do as regard the house that we will have. Father, I am such a control freak and I am sorry I am taking away that precious and piece of peanut responsibility from You.
Father, thank You for I am becoming more responsible as regards the handling of my finances. Before I was so out of control but since You gave me Jeff, I have become careful and mindful with regard to the financial resources that You are giving me. Looking back, I could have earned big amount of money but then I could never bring those lost times and opportunities anymore. Anyway, there should be no more "I could haves" for I will only feel bad. I will dust myself off and yes, try again and do better this time. With Your help, guidance and wisdom of course.
Father, I am thinking about the house. Our soon-to-be house. I don't want to live in the house of my parents for my husband-to-be might find it uncomfortable but please be in control. You know our situation. My parents are willing to help me, help us but I don't want to take advantage of their generosity and kindness. I want us to have a house of our own. And a business of our own also.
Father, You are our provider. What do You want us to establish first? A house or a business? Please give me wisdom, give us wisdom for we want to have a life, a comfortable life together and our children as well and we will serve You.
Lord, You will be in control of everything. What do You have to say on my dilemma? Please help me. Give me wisdom and discernment. For now, we will just save. I will just save so that when You already give us the go-signal we will be fully equipped in everything.
Thank You for this time. Thank You for slowly changing my heart and it will be from glory to glory. I badly need Your Word now Father and please forgive me for the pride, the worries and the words I said that did not give glory to You.
Amen.
You know what I am going through right now. You know that I am currently building up stress thinking about what to do as regard the house that we will have. Father, I am such a control freak and I am sorry I am taking away that precious and piece of peanut responsibility from You.
Father, thank You for I am becoming more responsible as regards the handling of my finances. Before I was so out of control but since You gave me Jeff, I have become careful and mindful with regard to the financial resources that You are giving me. Looking back, I could have earned big amount of money but then I could never bring those lost times and opportunities anymore. Anyway, there should be no more "I could haves" for I will only feel bad. I will dust myself off and yes, try again and do better this time. With Your help, guidance and wisdom of course.
Father, I am thinking about the house. Our soon-to-be house. I don't want to live in the house of my parents for my husband-to-be might find it uncomfortable but please be in control. You know our situation. My parents are willing to help me, help us but I don't want to take advantage of their generosity and kindness. I want us to have a house of our own. And a business of our own also.
Father, You are our provider. What do You want us to establish first? A house or a business? Please give me wisdom, give us wisdom for we want to have a life, a comfortable life together and our children as well and we will serve You.
Lord, You will be in control of everything. What do You have to say on my dilemma? Please help me. Give me wisdom and discernment. For now, we will just save. I will just save so that when You already give us the go-signal we will be fully equipped in everything.
Thank You for this time. Thank You for slowly changing my heart and it will be from glory to glory. I badly need Your Word now Father and please forgive me for the pride, the worries and the words I said that did not give glory to You.
Amen.
Saturday, September 22, 2012
September 23, 2012
Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding.
Seek His will in all you do, and He will show you which path to take. Proverbs 3: 5-6 NLT
Father, these are included in my life verses. I cannot just do things now on my own. I need Your guidance and Your wisdom as I go through my life and now that I am planning to join mine with another.
I cannot just accept the advice this world gives. I need to know where those things come from. I need to know if they all come from You.
I need to be given godly counsel. I need to put more of my trust in You as I seek You and look for wisdom and discernment. Father, I need wisdom now more than ever.
Help me Lord. I cannot just rely on my so-called intuition or my own strength. I need to trust You more and just be more faithful and obedient to You. I need You to guide me in every path and step that I take in this road called life.
Father, thank You. Thank You so much. Help us. Help me. Thank You Father. Amen.
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Father, these are included in my life verses. I cannot just do things now on my own. I need Your guidance and Your wisdom as I go through my life and now that I am planning to join mine with another.
I cannot just accept the advice this world gives. I need to know where those things come from. I need to know if they all come from You.
I need to be given godly counsel. I need to put more of my trust in You as I seek You and look for wisdom and discernment. Father, I need wisdom now more than ever.
Help me Lord. I cannot just rely on my so-called intuition or my own strength. I need to trust You more and just be more faithful and obedient to You. I need You to guide me in every path and step that I take in this road called life.
Father, thank You. Thank You so much. Help us. Help me. Thank You Father. Amen.
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Fears Again
Dear Lord,
Good morning. Early in the morning I was already feeling fearful and scared. Lord, Jeff and I are already talking about marriage but until now we have not yet talked about the issue of money.
I am scared Father. Scared that in the future he might be controlling our finances. I am scared that he might limit me with my salary and things for myself etc. I am scared of those things so I am having apprehensions if I would marry him or not.
But Lord I know my fears are unfounded. They are just creations of my crazy imagination. Forgive me. For I think subconsciously I might also be projecting towards him the reason why my parents have not yet met halfway in their relationship.Money is the problem between them.
I am just scared that I might be the one who would just work and pay the bills for us. I am scared of this too though he has a job also. But I know that his job does not pay that much though I am not knowledgeable about the exact figures. I am scared Father.
Father, please give me wisdom on this. I know he is the one I want to marry, the one You gave me but still I have my fears. These are coming from the fear about the issue of money. But I believe as Christians who want to get married this is something we have to give really consideration to for it might be an issue when we are already together.
Yes Lord. We will have premarital counseling. We will have that so we can be wiser and more grounded in You. Father God, thank You so much. Thank You for giving me wisdom. I know You will help us as we start our lives together. I know challenges will come along the way but we can get them through not by our own strength and knowledge but that wisdom, that discernment that only comes from You.
Thank You so much. Thank You very much. I will be more faithful to You. Amen.
Good morning. Early in the morning I was already feeling fearful and scared. Lord, Jeff and I are already talking about marriage but until now we have not yet talked about the issue of money.
I am scared Father. Scared that in the future he might be controlling our finances. I am scared that he might limit me with my salary and things for myself etc. I am scared of those things so I am having apprehensions if I would marry him or not.
But Lord I know my fears are unfounded. They are just creations of my crazy imagination. Forgive me. For I think subconsciously I might also be projecting towards him the reason why my parents have not yet met halfway in their relationship.Money is the problem between them.
I am just scared that I might be the one who would just work and pay the bills for us. I am scared of this too though he has a job also. But I know that his job does not pay that much though I am not knowledgeable about the exact figures. I am scared Father.
Father, please give me wisdom on this. I know he is the one I want to marry, the one You gave me but still I have my fears. These are coming from the fear about the issue of money. But I believe as Christians who want to get married this is something we have to give really consideration to for it might be an issue when we are already together.
Yes Lord. We will have premarital counseling. We will have that so we can be wiser and more grounded in You. Father God, thank You so much. Thank You for giving me wisdom. I know You will help us as we start our lives together. I know challenges will come along the way but we can get them through not by our own strength and knowledge but that wisdom, that discernment that only comes from You.
Thank You so much. Thank You very much. I will be more faithful to You. Amen.
Friday, September 21, 2012
Pride and Destruction
Pride goes before destruction, and haughtiness before a fall.
Proverbs 16:18 NLT
Father God, this verse I will always keep in my heart. Pride. This is the root cause of my problem. That's why I have this subconscious self-entitlement syndrome in me. People should treat me this way, that way.
Father, forgive me also for somehow, deep in my heart I am looking down on him because I am more educated. Foolish for he acts more educated than I do. Forgive me. Take away the pride in me and change my heart with just love, humility and patience.
Father, I am destroying myself. I am. Help me. It is all because of the pride in me. Take it away Father God. Help me to become more loving, understanding and just be more loving.
Thank You Lord. Help me Lord before it's too late.
Thank You again. Amen.
Proverbs 16:18 NLT
Father God, this verse I will always keep in my heart. Pride. This is the root cause of my problem. That's why I have this subconscious self-entitlement syndrome in me. People should treat me this way, that way.
Father, forgive me also for somehow, deep in my heart I am looking down on him because I am more educated. Foolish for he acts more educated than I do. Forgive me. Take away the pride in me and change my heart with just love, humility and patience.
Father, I am destroying myself. I am. Help me. It is all because of the pride in me. Take it away Father God. Help me to become more loving, understanding and just be more loving.
Thank You Lord. Help me Lord before it's too late.
Thank You again. Amen.
Change Me
Dear Lord,
Father, I have sinned so many times. I have committed lots of mistakes and done grievous behavior I want to be eaten by the ground.
Father, I am sorry. I am sorry if I had been too preoccupied by my relationship with him, if my perception with how treated me affected my whole attitude and behavior. Forgive me. I know Lord, deep inside me I could not believe that I am being loved just the way he does because I have deep seated insecurities, anger and delusional expectations of myself and other people. Forgive me.
I am begging You Father, please change me. Change my heart and my mind. Help me to put You first so that I will not be like this. I almost lost the man I cherish the most. Father, I love him. I don't want to lose the man You have given me because he is Your gift to me. Father, I am begging You please change my heart and my mind. Help me to become more patient, loving and understanding.
I know I am like this because I am finding imperfections. I am seeing even the tiniest and most trivial mistakes a person does. Father, change me. Change my mind and my heart. Forgive me.
Lord, help me to just be grounded in You and be devoted to You. Thank You because You gave me someone like him. So please help me to love him, honor him and respect him. Father, take away the pride in me. Help me to just wear humility and disregard my pride always.
Father, thank You so much. Thank You. Amen.
Father, I have sinned so many times. I have committed lots of mistakes and done grievous behavior I want to be eaten by the ground.
Father, I am sorry. I am sorry if I had been too preoccupied by my relationship with him, if my perception with how treated me affected my whole attitude and behavior. Forgive me. I know Lord, deep inside me I could not believe that I am being loved just the way he does because I have deep seated insecurities, anger and delusional expectations of myself and other people. Forgive me.
I am begging You Father, please change me. Change my heart and my mind. Help me to put You first so that I will not be like this. I almost lost the man I cherish the most. Father, I love him. I don't want to lose the man You have given me because he is Your gift to me. Father, I am begging You please change my heart and my mind. Help me to become more patient, loving and understanding.
I know I am like this because I am finding imperfections. I am seeing even the tiniest and most trivial mistakes a person does. Father, change me. Change my mind and my heart. Forgive me.
Lord, help me to just be grounded in You and be devoted to You. Thank You because You gave me someone like him. So please help me to love him, honor him and respect him. Father, take away the pride in me. Help me to just wear humility and disregard my pride always.
Father, thank You so much. Thank You. Amen.
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Thinking
Dear Lord,
Honestly, I don't know. He has been so good to me, spending time with me and most of the time paying for the food we eat and the fare when we go home but he is not buying me anything. Maybe because he thinks I am too expensive and yes, I told him that he should not buy things for me anyway. But I am still longing to receive flowers and other things.
Maybe because I am used to be given by my own dad and my own mom. This has been our practice as a family. Maybe this is what I am used to. To be given beautiful material things.
Father, how do I deal with it? How will he know that side, that aspect of my personality? Yes, I want time more but sometimes it just feels good when someone gives you something even if it is just a very small thing.
Maybe Lord that is not really his love language. Yesterday, I was able to prove it because he just nonchalantly received the book and the Bible I gave him. Lord, please help me. Yet, I know he still does not have that capacity to give my whims and my wants.
But he provides for me when we go out. He pays for the food and fare. He is willing to buy the house. Maybe, I am just too immature to think about these things. He gives me his time and effort. He is so generous with them. I appreciate him for those.
Lord, just bless him. And help me to be content and not to look for things that he cannot do and give. For now. In time I know he will surely and truly learn how he can love me fully and deal with me. Thank You Father God. Amen.
Honestly, I don't know. He has been so good to me, spending time with me and most of the time paying for the food we eat and the fare when we go home but he is not buying me anything. Maybe because he thinks I am too expensive and yes, I told him that he should not buy things for me anyway. But I am still longing to receive flowers and other things.
Maybe because I am used to be given by my own dad and my own mom. This has been our practice as a family. Maybe this is what I am used to. To be given beautiful material things.
Father, how do I deal with it? How will he know that side, that aspect of my personality? Yes, I want time more but sometimes it just feels good when someone gives you something even if it is just a very small thing.
Maybe Lord that is not really his love language. Yesterday, I was able to prove it because he just nonchalantly received the book and the Bible I gave him. Lord, please help me. Yet, I know he still does not have that capacity to give my whims and my wants.
But he provides for me when we go out. He pays for the food and fare. He is willing to buy the house. Maybe, I am just too immature to think about these things. He gives me his time and effort. He is so generous with them. I appreciate him for those.
Lord, just bless him. And help me to be content and not to look for things that he cannot do and give. For now. In time I know he will surely and truly learn how he can love me fully and deal with me. Thank You Father God. Amen.
Compromising
Dear Lord,
I am sorry. Yesterday, I was overcame by lust and I almost got tempted to commit graft and corruption. Worst, in front of my friend Ynnah. I know Lord that I failed You and my faith was nowhere in sight.
Forgive me Lord. Forgive me if I have been compromising myself. Forgive me if I have been leading my boyfriend on who by the way is the most gentleman ever alive. I am sorry if I have been compromising myself with money, if I have been not listening and obeying You.
I am so sorry. I am really sorry.
BEE
I am sorry. Yesterday, I was overcame by lust and I almost got tempted to commit graft and corruption. Worst, in front of my friend Ynnah. I know Lord that I failed You and my faith was nowhere in sight.
Forgive me Lord. Forgive me if I have been compromising myself. Forgive me if I have been leading my boyfriend on who by the way is the most gentleman ever alive. I am sorry if I have been compromising myself with money, if I have been not listening and obeying You.
I am so sorry. I am really sorry.
BEE
Thursday, September 13, 2012
September 13, 2012
I will be your God throughout your lifetime— until your hair is white with age.
I made you, and I will care for you. I will carry you along and save you.
Isaiah 46:4 NLT
Lord, I am sorry for the mistakes that I did. Father, I am asking You give me wisdom on this decision that we are going to have. I want to marry my boyfriend not just because I want to be more intimate with him but I want to really take good care of him and love him. For him to have a home he can call his own.
Father, thank You for this promise. You said that You would be my God all throughout my lifetime, our lifetime. Help me to decide on this big decision.
Money is our primary concern. Please in Jesus' name, provide for us and help us to do what is the best thing for us to do and what is right.
Thank You for telling me that You would take care of me. You would take care of us. Thank You so much.
Help us, Father. Help us to do the right and best things.
Thank You so much Father God. Amen
I made you, and I will care for you. I will carry you along and save you.
Isaiah 46:4 NLT
Lord, I am sorry for the mistakes that I did. Father, I am asking You give me wisdom on this decision that we are going to have. I want to marry my boyfriend not just because I want to be more intimate with him but I want to really take good care of him and love him. For him to have a home he can call his own.
Father, thank You for this promise. You said that You would be my God all throughout my lifetime, our lifetime. Help me to decide on this big decision.
Money is our primary concern. Please in Jesus' name, provide for us and help us to do what is the best thing for us to do and what is right.
Thank You for telling me that You would take care of me. You would take care of us. Thank You so much.
Help us, Father. Help us to do the right and best things.
Thank You so much Father God. Amen
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
September 11, 2012
“Listen to me, descendants of Jacob, all you who remain in Israel. I have cared for you since you were born. Yes, I carried you before you were born.
Isaiah 46:3 NLT
Dear Lord,
I am so sorry for treating him that way. I am so sorry for I had doubts in my mind and even thought of evil thoughts about him. I am sorry.
Lord, he is the man that You gave me. I know that now. Father, help me to take good care of him and just love him for who he is. Thank You for caring me even before I was born for You were thinking of me when You made him. May I become a blessing to him.
Thank You for being there, for helping me and for letting me know that my life is in Your hands though at times, I falter in my faith. Forgive me Lord and create in me a pure and loving heart again.
Father, give me a heart that desires to be with You and to stay with You. Father, thank You for this wonderful message. I am indeed so loved and blessed by You. Thank You Father God, amen.
BEE
Isaiah 46:3 NLT
Dear Lord,
I am so sorry for treating him that way. I am so sorry for I had doubts in my mind and even thought of evil thoughts about him. I am sorry.
Lord, he is the man that You gave me. I know that now. Father, help me to take good care of him and just love him for who he is. Thank You for caring me even before I was born for You were thinking of me when You made him. May I become a blessing to him.
Thank You for being there, for helping me and for letting me know that my life is in Your hands though at times, I falter in my faith. Forgive me Lord and create in me a pure and loving heart again.
Father, give me a heart that desires to be with You and to stay with You. Father, thank You for this wonderful message. I am indeed so loved and blessed by You. Thank You Father God, amen.
BEE
Monday, September 10, 2012
September 10, 2012 Monday
Both the idols and their owners are bowed down. The gods cannot protect the people, and the people cannot protect the gods. They go off into captivity together. Isaiah 46:2 NLT
Dear Lord,
Lord, it does not have to be stones nor images that one can turn into an idol. It can also be a habit, a person or an object that occupies much of our time, effort, thoughts and even money.
Father, forgive me. Forgive me for these past few months, I had been so out of my senses. I gave in to the lust of the flesh, I gave in to evil desires that almost costed me people and things that matter to me a lot.
Forgive me if I have not been putting You first in my life. Forgive me if I have been following my own evil and carnal desires.
Forgive me Father and please turn my life around.
Please turn my life around and help me to become more useful to You and to others.
Father, is it really Your will for us to get married next year? Is it really according to Your plans or do we still need to wait for more years?
Father, I cannot just allow time, resources and other things to dictate us. May You be our guide, may You be our counselor as we go through our life together.
May I become a blessing to him and to the people around him. But sometimes Lord, I am having a feeling that he just thinks of me as an asset, like a necessity. But still it is wrong to think badly of a person and somehow I am already seeing the person that he is. Father, I will never know right now what You can do to his life and my life. All I need to do is to trust You and to just use the wisdom that You have freely given me.
Thank You Father that albeit my mistakes, albeit my sinfulness You have been so gracious to me, You have been so loving to me. Help me to become more obedient to You. Help me to become more faithful and loving to You.
Father, I am having fears right now. Fears if I could trust him enough and not just using me to meet his ends and needs. Sometimes, his words scare me fearing that probably he only thinks of me as his necessity that is why he cannot just let me go. Father, please reveal to me the heart of that person before I settle down and spend my life and everything with him.
Lord, forgive me if I feel this way. Forgive me. And help me to become more trusting and just faithful and really obedient to You.
Help me Lord. And may I always put You first in my life in everything that I do.
Amen.
Dear Lord,
Lord, it does not have to be stones nor images that one can turn into an idol. It can also be a habit, a person or an object that occupies much of our time, effort, thoughts and even money.
Father, forgive me. Forgive me for these past few months, I had been so out of my senses. I gave in to the lust of the flesh, I gave in to evil desires that almost costed me people and things that matter to me a lot.
Forgive me if I have not been putting You first in my life. Forgive me if I have been following my own evil and carnal desires.
Forgive me Father and please turn my life around.
Please turn my life around and help me to become more useful to You and to others.
Father, is it really Your will for us to get married next year? Is it really according to Your plans or do we still need to wait for more years?
Father, I cannot just allow time, resources and other things to dictate us. May You be our guide, may You be our counselor as we go through our life together.
May I become a blessing to him and to the people around him. But sometimes Lord, I am having a feeling that he just thinks of me as an asset, like a necessity. But still it is wrong to think badly of a person and somehow I am already seeing the person that he is. Father, I will never know right now what You can do to his life and my life. All I need to do is to trust You and to just use the wisdom that You have freely given me.
Thank You Father that albeit my mistakes, albeit my sinfulness You have been so gracious to me, You have been so loving to me. Help me to become more obedient to You. Help me to become more faithful and loving to You.
Father, I am having fears right now. Fears if I could trust him enough and not just using me to meet his ends and needs. Sometimes, his words scare me fearing that probably he only thinks of me as his necessity that is why he cannot just let me go. Father, please reveal to me the heart of that person before I settle down and spend my life and everything with him.
Lord, forgive me if I feel this way. Forgive me. And help me to become more trusting and just faithful and really obedient to You.
Help me Lord. And may I always put You first in my life in everything that I do.
Amen.
Saturday, September 1, 2012
Compatibility Issues
Dear Lord,
Last night, I found out that somehow we have less things in common.
Or maybe he just does not know me that much yet.
Father, I am the one doing most of the adjustments for him. Father, sometimes I get tired. He loves me but I think he is having a hard time trying to get to know me.
We are from different worlds. We are from different backgrounds, different upbringing. Father I am really finding it hard. I miss those times when my mind would be stimulated, when I would be pushed to go beyond the limits of my thinking.
Father, I am learning things from him, indeed, but I still miss the same old me. The one who loves to talk anything and everything under the sun. Someone who needs and wants to be heard. Someone who just just enjoys being mentally stimulated.
Father, this is me. This is who I am. Help me. Lord, is this relationship really for me or will we soon let go of each other? I think I need to talk to him about this.
Father, please give me wisdom. Give me strength. Give me the intelligence. I honestly do not want to lose this relationship. But sometimes I find it hard to connect with him. Really.
Please help me.
BEE
Last night, I found out that somehow we have less things in common.
Or maybe he just does not know me that much yet.
Father, I am the one doing most of the adjustments for him. Father, sometimes I get tired. He loves me but I think he is having a hard time trying to get to know me.
We are from different worlds. We are from different backgrounds, different upbringing. Father I am really finding it hard. I miss those times when my mind would be stimulated, when I would be pushed to go beyond the limits of my thinking.
Father, I am learning things from him, indeed, but I still miss the same old me. The one who loves to talk anything and everything under the sun. Someone who needs and wants to be heard. Someone who just just enjoys being mentally stimulated.
Father, this is me. This is who I am. Help me. Lord, is this relationship really for me or will we soon let go of each other? I think I need to talk to him about this.
Father, please give me wisdom. Give me strength. Give me the intelligence. I honestly do not want to lose this relationship. But sometimes I find it hard to connect with him. Really.
Please help me.
BEE
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