Dear Lord,
Lord, please forgive me. Forgive me when I gave in to the lust of my flesh and sinful passion.
Father, I know how much the man You gave me, Jeff loves me that's why I could not help but have this desire to love him in the physical way. But Lord, it is not yet time for us to do those things.
Father help me. Help me not to seduce him anymore.. I love him and I want to be intimate with him but I also want to follow You and obey You. Help me Father. Help us.
Lord, may we be together next year. May our relationship become more spiritually intimate with You and may we not gratify our own fleshly and sinful desires.
Father I am sorry but I think I still have this thinking that for me to be loved, I must give myself physically also.
I am thankful that Jeff is not like that. That he is not taking advantage of me and that he really loves me and only thinks what is best for me. He loves me a lot.
Father, I am also sorry if I am having this fear that if I commit mistakes, You might take Him away from me. Father forgive me for this very wrong thinking. It only creates fear and worry in me. I am sorry if sometimes I am thinking that because I am so happy and contented now, You might take him away from me. Father forgive me if I am thinking of You that way. This is an attack again by the enemy.
I will always remember that You know the plans You have for me. Plans to prosper me and not to harm me and plans to give me hope and a future. Father, thank You for this assurance. Father thank You for sending Jesus Christ so that I can have a life and live it to the full.
Thank You Lord. Please change my heart and increase my faith more. Amen.
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