Overcoming Impurity

Dear Lord,

I gave in to the lust of my flesh again. Lord, please forgive me for instead of rushing to get to Your Word, I let my wandering mind and lustful heart rule over me. Forgive me, Father.

I have realized that in our relationship, indeed it has been me who has not been practicing purity. I have been leading my fiance on which of course is not healthy for our relationship. Maybe because I still have some residual issues from the past but then Lord, I know that by Your strife, I have been healed already and that I am already a new creation.

Father, sex is good when it is within the bounds of marriage. Father, You know how much I have wanted to be so close and intimate with him for he loves me a lot. I am stimulated by his touch, by his affection. Lord, forgive me. I really have desires to be with him and to give myself to him for he has been so good and loving to me. That is how You created me.

He has given me love only You can plant in his heart for him to give me. Father, all I want is to bless him, to love him and to always keep him safe.

Father, help us. I know he will be pressured about getting married in February. Father, please provide for us. Is it okay Lord if we will have our civil wedding first and then our Christian union in December 2013?

I want to help him Lord. I want to help him plan for everything. Please provide for us. Provide for him, provide for me. Lord, I am sorry. I am sorry for giving in to temptation again to self-gratify. Please forgive me. And cleanse my heart.

Thank You Father God. Thank You very much for everything. For all Your wonderful blessings in my life. Thank You Father. Amen.