Dear Lord,
You know what I am going through right now. You know that I am currently building up stress thinking about what to do as regard the house that we will have. Father, I am such a control freak and I am sorry I am taking away that precious and piece of peanut responsibility from You.
Father, thank You for I am becoming more responsible as regards the handling of my finances. Before I was so out of control but since You gave me Jeff, I have become careful and mindful with regard to the financial resources that You are giving me. Looking back, I could have earned big amount of money but then I could never bring those lost times and opportunities anymore. Anyway, there should be no more "I could haves" for I will only feel bad. I will dust myself off and yes, try again and do better this time. With Your help, guidance and wisdom of course.
Father, I am thinking about the house. Our soon-to-be house. I don't want to live in the house of my parents for my husband-to-be might find it uncomfortable but please be in control. You know our situation. My parents are willing to help me, help us but I don't want to take advantage of their generosity and kindness. I want us to have a house of our own. And a business of our own also.
Father, You are our provider. What do You want us to establish first? A house or a business? Please give me wisdom, give us wisdom for we want to have a life, a comfortable life together and our children as well and we will serve You.
Lord, You will be in control of everything. What do You have to say on my dilemma? Please help me. Give me wisdom and discernment. For now, we will just save. I will just save so that when You already give us the go-signal we will be fully equipped in everything.
Thank You for this time. Thank You for slowly changing my heart and it will be from glory to glory. I badly need Your Word now Father and please forgive me for the pride, the worries and the words I said that did not give glory to You.
Amen.
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