Compatibility Issues

Dear Lord,

Last night, I found out that somehow we have less things in common.

Or maybe he just does not know me that much yet.

Father, I am the one doing most of the adjustments for him. Father, sometimes I get tired. He loves me but I think he is having a hard time trying to get to know me.

We are from different worlds. We are from different backgrounds, different upbringing. Father I am really finding it hard. I miss those times when my mind would be stimulated, when I would be pushed to go beyond the limits of my thinking.

Father, I am learning things from him, indeed, but I still miss the same old me. The one who loves to talk anything and everything under the sun. Someone who needs and wants to be heard. Someone who just just enjoys being mentally stimulated.

Father, this is me. This is who I am. Help me. Lord, is this relationship really for me or will we soon let go of each other? I think I need to talk to him about this.

Father, please give me wisdom. Give me strength. Give me the intelligence. I honestly do not want to lose this relationship. But sometimes I find it hard to connect with him. Really.

Please help me.

BEE