Change Me

Dear Lord,

Father, I have sinned so many times. I have committed lots of mistakes and done grievous behavior I want to be eaten by the ground.

Father, I am sorry. I am sorry if I had been too preoccupied by my relationship with him, if my perception with how treated me affected my whole attitude and behavior. Forgive me. I know Lord, deep inside me I could not believe that I am being loved just the way he does because I have deep seated insecurities, anger and delusional expectations of myself and other people. Forgive me.

I am begging You Father, please change me. Change my heart and my mind. Help me to put You first so that I will not be like this. I almost lost the man I cherish the most. Father, I love him. I don't want to lose the man You have given me because he is Your gift to me. Father, I am begging You please change my heart and my mind. Help me to become more patient, loving and understanding.

I know I am like this because I am finding imperfections. I am seeing even the tiniest and most trivial mistakes a person does. Father, change me. Change my mind and my heart. Forgive me.

Lord, help me to just be grounded in You and be devoted to You. Thank You because You gave me someone like him. So please help me to love him, honor him and respect him. Father, take away the pride in me. Help me to just wear humility and disregard my pride always.

Father, thank You so much. Thank You. Amen.