Dear Lord,
Lord, I am sorry. Please forgive me for leading him on, for becoming so aggressive towards him. Lord, forgive me. I love him, I want to please him and give him whatever it is that can make him happy.
But on the process, I am offending You and hurting You. Forgive me. Lord, I really cannot control myself most of the time that I am with him. Lord, You know exactly the nature of us women. You know how we are stimulated by the words we hear and the touch we receive. Father, You know how he touches my heart so deeply with his sincere words and his gentle, caring touch. Father, forgive me. I am really human, I need Your grace and Your mercy and Your strength. Help us, help me to just wait for the right time until You give us the gift of physical intimacy.
Father, help us to marry. A year's time is quite long. Help us to control our urges. Help me to control myself. I love him and yes Lord I long to be so close and intimate with him. But how? We are not yet married. Father, I long to take care of him and love him the way You want me to love my husband.
Father, help me do the right thing. Help us do the right thing. Please help us and may Your will be done in our lives. Thank You Father God. Thank You so much for everything.
Father, I cannot do this all alone. Help me. Help me do the right thing. Amen.
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