November 18, 2011

Dear Father God,

I am just filled with so much joy and happiness that only You could give and provide.
Thank You again for this brand new lease in life that You have given me.

Father forgive me yesterday for acting harshly towards that guy who used to bother my little sister. Lord, may we find it in our hearts to finally and yes completely forgive him eventually.

Forgive me also for feeling so unbeautiful last night. That I just depended my beauty from my externals, that I looked at and saw myself in such a bad and negative manner all because of a guy who seemed to be so nice after all.

Lord, I don't know what You are up to when You allowed the two of us to meet. Lord, I am not going to put my hope in him but to You, my Father, the great Author of my love story, the One who just wants the best and nothing but the best for me.

Lord, just help me to become a godlier and lovelier woman in Your sight. Thank You for bringing him in my life in such a short notice. He made me feel complicated but his presence made me see the weakest spots in myself. My tendency to become negative and think that I do not deserved to be loved by a great and just plain nice guy. That I have this insecurities as regards my appearance that I still need to surrender to You everyday of my life.

Yet Lord, thank You so much for letting me remember everything that You said in Your Word. That I am beautifully and wonderfully made, that I have a hope and a future and that my beauty is not just from the outward appearance but from the beauty of the gentle and quiet spirit. That I am reminded of the Proverbs 31 woman whose crowning glory is the holy fear of You.

Thank You so much Jesus. Thank You so much for all Your blessings, for Your loving kindness for everything. For giving me the reason for living. Forgive me Father and yes Lord, I am thanking You for showing who I am to You. That You love me that much to suffer and die for my sins, for lifting me up from the miry pit of sin.

Thank You so much Father. Amen.