Unfounded Anger

Dear Lord,

Now I understand why I am angry with my father. It is because of the anger my mother has for him and she just wants us to feel the same way towards him.

Lord, my father cannot love me perfectly but I believe he loves me in the way he knows how. It is just that maybe he has not been given the value and appreciation he longs for us to give him.

Father, my mother has her issues as well. Both of them. Both of them are wounded people who are still yet to be healed by You. But Lord, I thank You for You have been so gracious and kind to me to pick me up again, help me get up and stand. Help me not to hate myself.

Father, my family is really dysfunctional. I want to fully let go of the hate and anger I have for my father and just please help me to have a forgiving and loving heart. A heart that is patient and kind and keeps no records of wrongs.

Jesus, thank You so much. Thank You for picking me up again. Help me to put more of my trust and my love and devotion to You. Thank You for Your word. Thank You.

Indeed, You are the only One who can truly satisfy my heart and give me the love I really do not deserve. But You love me still. Thank You Father God. Amen.