Praying for Patience and Endurance

Dear Lord,

Father, I am praying for more patience and endurance especially when it comes to my earthly father. Sometimes it is really hard and difficult to love him especially when I know that he is doing something wrong to my mother. Father, in Jesus' name, I cannot do this all alone, please help me. I need Your help, Your guidance and Your strength for me to overcome this growing hate inside me.

Lord, as regards my mother, help her Lord to overcome her hate and unforgiveness. Help her Lord to forgive those who wronged her, those who just gave her miseries. Lord, You know what she's going through. Just please help her, in Jesus' name.

Lord, I surrender my earthly father to You. I could never do anything about him, about what he's doing. Lord, just please change my response to him and love him more for right now, I really don't feel like loving him at all. I am starting to feel this hate, real and intense for him for what he is doing.

Lord, just please help me. Help my heart. Cleanse it Lord with all the impurities it has.

Lord, I am also praying for our relationship. May it last and may we get married also. Lord, I am praying that our relationship will really head towards marriage.

Lord, I still have some qualms about him like his attitude with money and giving and about returning things. I am praying Father that may we work these things that bother us together. Lord, our relationship is supposed to be a blessing to others, actually a ministry where we can show that inspite of everything we can still grow together and love each other.

Lord, I overate again yesterday. I am sorry. Lord, I think it is really more of a spiritual and emotional problem than a physical one. Lord, what can I do? Help me. Lord, You are the only One who can really help me with all my concerns and my problems.

Lord, please. Help me. Help me with my struggles, help me become victorious and help me to become stronger. Thank You so much for everything. For all the love and for not being weary and for having such an unfathomable understanding and full acceptance of me.

Thank You, Jesus. Amen.