Doubting Still

Dear Lord,

Father, thank You so much for this lovely morning. Thank You for I still have a new life and I am happy for I am still alive. Thank You so much.

Father God, You know that somehow I still have doubts as regards Jeff. I don't know but is it just because of what the people around me are telling or is it because the Holy Spirit is talking to my soul telling me something?

Lord, sometimes I am thinking that he might just be using me, that the reason why he is so sure about marrying me is that he wants to get the good things from me. But no, Father he is Your child, Your son and I believe he is not what others are trying to tell me to be.

Father, help me. Help me discern everything. Getting married is a lifetime commitment, something that one should really think about first. Help me to decide and help me to just trust in You and depend on You completely.

Thank You so much Father God. Amen.

BEE.