Impulsive Decision

Dear Lord,

Lord, I am thinking right now. Honestly, I am feeling angry again with my father and a bit with my mother. Why can't they just work things out between the two of them?

Lord, my father. He's not been telling the truth and You know that. As much as I want to love and respect him, the more that he is becoming unbearable. Why can't he just give his hundred percent to his family? Why does he have other people to think about and love to the point of keeping something from his wife and children?

I don't know. Lord, I want to have a family of my own . My own home. Yet, right now I am still thinking am I just being impulsive or am I making the right decision?

Father, You know that I want to have church wedding. Deep in my heart yet given our circumstances it is going to be quite uneasy.

You know my fiance, he does not have much money. He is not rich but he is really trying to do something. Lord, all we want is to have our own house, our own family and to live our lives simply and just glorifying You.

I don't want to disrespect my own father. Forgive me and yes, help me to love him more for I want to have Your blessings. I am angry deep inside. I want to hurt him for hurting me but it is not what You want. Forgive me Father for even thinking this way.

Lord, thank You so much. Please help me. Help me with my problem and my dilemma. Help me with what I am going through. Money should not be a very big issue in our lives. Help me Father please.