Contentment

Dear Lord,

Thank You again for this brand new day. Forgive me for my sins. Yes Lord, forgive me and please change my heart for the better.

Father, thank You for Your kindness and grace. Thank You that You love me and that You value me so much.

Father, help me. Help me change my heart and mind. Help me Lord God to be content with him and with everything that he can give me. Lord, he is like that. He does not shower me gifts, he does not please other people, he is just being himself.

He is not what I have in mind, the ideal boyfriend. But he is a good person. Forgive me if I disrespect him and put him down. Lord, I hate myself for being so childish and for being so cruel to him. Forgive me for being unloving to him. Forgive me Father God.

Lord, I love him. Help me Father to accept him completely for who he is warts and all. Help me to become more loving, to become more patient and to learn to be content and to never compare him with other men.

Lord, this is what relationship is all about. Acceptance. As I accept, I value, I care and I love. Lord, this is how my relationship with him should be.

Lord, may our relationship be blessed by You and be guided by You. Thank You for we are not bounded by lust anymore. Thank You for we are being busy most of the time and thank You for our souls and our minds meet most of the time. I am so in love with his character, with his personality more than the material things, more than anything.

Father, thank You for the valuable lesson I am learning from You through him each day. Thank You for when he came into my life, my perspectives have been changing.

Thank You also for the trials for they are helping me become a better and more loving person to him.

Lord, just please help me. Help me to be content, to accept him and embrace him completely and to just love him with all my heart after You. Thank You Lord.

Help me to submit to him. Help me to just follow his leadership. Thank You for the man that You gave me. Thanks a lot.

May I learn from Your word today and may I apply them in my life each day. Amen.