Asking for Help

Dear Lord,

Lord, thank You so much for this morning. Thank You that I still have life, that I still have hope and peace inside me.

Lord, I ma asking for Your guidance. My fiance and I are planning to get married as early as March. Is it wise or what do You think about it?

Time. Give our relationship more time. Lord, because You want us to grow together, You want to develop our characters still so we can face the challenges ahead. Sometimes I am scared but then You remind me that it is You, You are the center of the relationship and that You brought us together. Just help us Father and please provide for us with all our needs.

Father, help me not to ask too much from him. Help me not to look from him material things that he just cannot afford. Lord, help me to be content with whatever he can give me and not ask for too much. Lord, I know You still develop some things in him. Help us to just follow You and obey You in everything that we do.

Father, may we also have our own little babies. May we build a family of five where we have three kids. I want to have three kids but because of financial constraints, we can't. Lord, please help us. Whatever it is that You deem wise, please help us do it.

Lord, last night I was surprise to find myself not having some "kilig" feelings anymore. What do you think? Is my love really coming full circle meaning it has gone beyond that stage? But sometimes I miss it. But I am not going to trade what I have already.

Thank You for giving me a loving and very kind man. Thank You for him though sometimes he is not really perfect. Maybe because I am looking for my "father" in him but of course I cannot find for in the first place, he is not my father. Help me Lord to come to terms with my issues with my own earthly father so that I can fully love the would-be-father or my children.

Father, please help me. Please help me. Cut the areas that don't grow, weed out the bad ones in me. Thank You so much Lord God. Amen.