Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Trusting You

Dear Lord,

Lord, You know the fears that I have right now. You know how I fear that I might be with the wrong person, that he might just be taking advantage of me, that my agent my double-cross me. Lord, I have these fears in me.

Yet Lord, thank You for You are my Father. Forgive me for my unbelief. Forgive me yesterday for giving the devil the foothold again, for giving in to the lust of my flesh because I wanted to feel pleasure because I was not feeling well again. Lord, help me to change that habit of mine and help me that whenever there's something that troubles me I will just trust in You and seek wisdom from You.

Lord, I still have doubts as regards my relationship with my fiance. I cannot just trust him because Lord I have lived in doubt, my mother who has been with me has actually sown fear in my heart that's why I have difficulty trusting other people. Not to mention that I have lived my life without my father most of the time and I was taken advantage by some men I trusted all my life. That' why now that I have a man of my own, I am having difficulty trusting him. Yet I forgot that it should be You that I will trust with all my heart (Proverbs 3:5). Lord, yes I will believe on people, I will believe in my fiance's kindness and love for me but in everything I will just place my trust in You. My whole trust.

Lord, as regards the house that I bought, I am also praying for protection as regards the people I am dealing with. Lord, I commit them to You, I surrender them to You. I will place them in Your hands. You're the only One who I can trust with all my heart not other people, not anyone else.

Lord, thank You so much. Thank You for during this dark hour of my soul, I am learning to run to You and to trust You more. Thank You for Your promises. All I need is to believe. To believe You and to trust You with all my heart. Lord, just please give me the wisdom as I make my transaction with those people, as I continue my relationship with my fiance. Thank You Father. Lord, if they are not the right people, help me to see in right away so I may not have any transactions with them anymore. Thank You very much Father God. Amen

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