And Still Forgive

Dear Lord,

Lord, I am still feeling this hate towards my head teacher. Lord, even if she's telling the truth still she should have talked to me and told me right on my face what was wrong with me though I needed not to be told. It just pained me a lot to know that a person like her, one that I admired and looked up to, one who I thought was a matured christian failed me. A lot.

I don't know Father how will I ever talk to her again. I don't know if I can still look at her without feeling any coldness nor hate towards her. Yet Lord I must forgive and I will forgive.

I will not let her attitude nor what she did affect my work. Instead I will use what she did to me to reinvent myself and to become more responsible as regards my career. I cannot blame others if I am experiencing a fall downward. Yet I can still pick myself up by Your grace and Your mercy.

Lord, please help me to forgive. To forgive with all my heart and mind. To just let go of what happened and learn to trust You more. To believe that You have something better, something good in mind for me. One that You have always wanted me to do and to have.

Father help me as I go through this phase. Help me as I go about my life right now. Lord, thank You for giving me him for making him love for who I am and for being so patient with me. Help me Father to become more patient and to just let him grow and improve in life. Lord, I have realized last night that I actually have the power to make or break him. Lord, help me to use my God-given power to help him, to build him up and to uplift him.

Lord, indeed I am facing life right now. It is giving me a lot of "educational" experiences. Yet Lord, in a ll of these I must say that I should and will learn to trust You with all my heart and soul. To learn to trust other people and to look at the brighter side of this world. I am praying Lord for those people I heard who were not having the best times of their lives right now. Those who were hurting because of betrayal, because of infidelity, because of poverty. Help them Lord and may they come to know You and accept You in their lives. May they come to see You Father move in their lives.

Lord, thank You. Thank You for Your provisions, thank You for You are giving me what I need and I still have more. Thank You so much Father. Amen.