My Inner Circle

Dear Lord,

Lord, thank You so much for this wonderful day again. Thank You that I am still here and I am gifted with another day to worship You and to be blessed by You.

Lord, those ladies I called my friends. Lord, I guess I really need to avoid them gradually. Not because I don't like them anymore but I guess they are not doing me any good anymore. Yes, I admit I may have committed a lot of mistakes, I may have done tons of wrongdoings in the past but Lord, I am not perfect and only by Your grace I will be.

I am just tired of saying bad things behind people's back, to judge others and to laugh at the shortcomings of others. I am tired of being told of what to do and how should I handle my life as if I don't have a mind of my own. I am tired Lord. So tired. I am tired of those crass and morally improper jokes, I am tired of what other people are saying about me. I am tired Lord. Very tired.

Is this Your way for me to avoid them? Most probably I will be persecuted because of my actions. Yet Lord, please give me the grace to really stand. To stand on my ground and conviction. To really choose You instead of this world even if it means that I might be alone sometimes.

For You will be with me. You will be with me. All I want is to be just with You Father and Your people. Please give me the wisdom and understanding Lord in everything that I do.

Lord, is getting a house there in Bucandala the right decision for us? We will be closer to his christian friends and we can start our lives anew there. Lord, whatever it is, if it is Your will then it will be done.

Thank You so much Father God. Thank You for Your grace and faithfulness. Thank You for Your love Father God.

Lord, since I am going to lose eventually those people, Lord I am praying for a new set of friends who will be good influences to me. I want to have a good, more matured and Jesus and Bible-believing christian friends. Those people who will help us to get closer to You. I am praying for those people to come into my life Father God.

As regards the transportation, Father I am praying that there will be public utility vehicles there and not tricycles. I am scared Lord of riding the tricycles knowing those bad things that happened just barely a month ago. Lord, I am praying that You kindly move in that area and may they approve of PUJ's there. I will trust in Your grace. Or better yet if You would provide for a vehicle for us Father God.

Thank You so much Lord God. Thank You for everything that You have done. And may I also understand the words that You are going to say and also thank You for the blessing that You gave my fiance. Thank You so much. Amen.