Dear Lord,
I guess I really need to go back now. I will bloom where I was planted. I cannot deny it and could never do but You planted me there. I had my roots there. I just uprooted myself. I thought I did the right things. I thought I had it all together when I transferred from one church to another. Yet, in the end You will always lead me back there. Where I was used and utilized fully. Where I could do what I have always loved. I traveled my own road for almost two years, I did things my own way. Yet, I just woke up again with this restlessness inside me, this desire to go back there. I still have my justifications, I still have my apprehensions but that is where real faith comes in. I am sorry if I had been such a fool. If I rebelled against You. I am sorry for the foul things that I said causing others to stumble. I am sorry. I think I really must now obey You this time.
To each is his own journey. I have my own journey. Father, I will obey now. I will go back there now. Yes, I will still be true to my commitment there but I will start attending COP again. This Sunday I will. I will.
As soon as possible.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and He will show you which path to take. Proverbs 3:5-6 NLT
I will do this now. This is going to be a leap of faith. God will takeover and will direct my path now. I will obey now. I will.
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