Leave Things in Your Hands

Dear Lord,

I am now leaving things in Your hands. I don't want to stress myself out anymore, to bother about things that do not really matter in anyway.

Looking deeply into my heart, I must have had too much pride and arrogance inside me that I could not easily accept the things that have been happening to me right now. I must have had too much haughtiness in me.

Lord, Thy will be done. I am yielding all my control. I have become such a control freak that I have started to control the people around me and even the turn of events I have  wanted to place them in my hands.

Lord, I don't want to bother anymore. I want to just forgive those people, to love them even if they are so unlovable. Forgive me for those times that I lost my control, I lost my temper and gossiped a lot about others. I think I must learn to keep my mouth shut from now on.

Father, help me to change. Help me to become more matured, to become more objective and yes to be more patient in everything. Help me to really accept that things and people and the movement of life change. Only one thing does not. Your love for us. Thank You.

I am lifting up to You now my concerns, the wedding in December or January, our life together with my soon-to-be husband, my work, the people around me and my future. I am also yielding my bad attitude to You Father. Help me to change everything. My mind as well.

Thank You very much Lord. Thank You for Your messages today. Thank You Father God. Amen.