Processing Myself and Just Loving

The Law says, “You must not do any sex sin. You must not kill another person. You must not steal. You must not tell a lie about another person. You must not want something someone else has.” The Law also says that these and many other Laws are brought together in one Law, “You must love your neighbor as yourself.” ¹⁰ Anyone who loves his neighbor will do no wrong to him. You keep the Law with love. Romans 13:9-10 NLV

Dear Lord,

I am disappointed with someone right now. You know who though she might not have done something not-so-good directly to me, still I am disappointed. Yet I must also remember that I am a sinner and I just need You in my life as I go through life everyday.

Lord, help me to not look at people especially those who profess to belong in Your church. Help me not to feel self-righteous and help me to just have love and understanding for them in my heart. Lord, help me not to be distracted anymore and just focus on You and Your goodness.

Lord, You also know the things that are coming ahead. I love the person You have given me so please Lord help him. Help him I am begging You. And help me to just love him and be there for him unconditionally.

Lord, we'll be able to make it through. Lord, I know I will come out of these dilemmas shining and more matured. I will be better honed to face life and everything it will surely throw my way be it good or bad. You have plans, You have things in Your mind so all we need to do is trust You. And trust You with all our heart.

Father help me to come to terms with my feelings towards her. I feel cheated and betrayed. Yet Lord, she is also a human being like me. We are fallen by nature and You saved us by Your grace.

Lord, I know that these things happen for a reason. I know that You only want me to be more faithful and loving. But Lord, You know that it is really a struggle for me and surely I could never do it on my own. Kindly help me Father. Help me as I live my life.

Lord, help me to love my neighbor as myself. And help me to love myself also the way You want me to. Thank You Father God. Amen.