Dear Lord,
Lord, I just woke up with this feeling of sadness again. Father, I don't know why. I just could not help it. I am still thinking of that special person, who he is or does he really exist. I am sad because until now, I haven't yet found him. Or he has not yet found me or will we ever find each other.
Lord, I am sad because other girls yesterday while we were in the mall, I saw that they were with their partners while I was with my mom. I enjoyed my time with mom but still I felt this longing, this insecurity inside that until now, no one has yet found me. I have been trying to make myself beautiful and attractive to no avail. No one has even a crush on me.
Lord, help me with this feeling now. I don't want to feel this sense of inadequacy now. Lord, may not this negative emotion hinder me from serving You well and may not this become a reason for me to act stupidly and make a fool out of myself again.
Lord, for the millionth time, I will still ask You, "Am I really going to get married or will I be living a life of singlehood?" I just want to know Father. Lord, whatever Your answer will be, help me Lord to accept them and just live in them with thankfulness and contentment. Lord, may You also help me as I struggle with thoughts about lovelife. Help me, Father. Amen.
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