Dear Lord,
I am sad. yes, Father. He is the one that I like. But deep inside me I have doubts or I must admit that he is not a believer. But who am I to know? Who am I to know what is going on in him?
Lord, I don't know. Lord, if he is not Your will for me, let me that person that You want me to spend the rest of my life with. The right person who we will both have Your approval and Your blessings.
Father, I want to obey You with all my heart but a part of me really wants to be with him. But I am not sure if he is the right one. Lord, show me. Guide me. And I pray that even if we don't end up together, You will still bless him, make him know You and may he end up with a good, loving, God-fearing woman You especially made for him.
My heart is crying honestly. But I need to let him go. And just be contented to be just his friend. I don't know. Father, help me. Help me. Help me to become more selfless and become more sincere especially as I show love and generosity to other people. Let my intentions not be tarnished by hidden agenda and selfish motives. Take away any unselfishness and manipulativeness in me.
Make me to become more trusting and loving to You. To put You first and foremost in my life. Father, thank You so much. Comfort my heart right now. Thank You Father God.
Amen.
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