Dear Lord,
Maybe, I already need to stand on my own and decide for myself. To just depend on You and what You have to say.
Father, is it right if we would get married in August next year? What do you think?
Because Lord, I thought my parents were going to help me. But because of the unreasonable attitude of my mother, things turned out differently. Anyway, I think that is not their duty to give us our own house in the first place.
I am just so sad. I let my own unreasonable, my being judgmental and vanity even my selfishness rule over me last Saturday and yesterday. I am just sad that the person who matters to me a lot got terribly hurt because of my negative attitude. I am sorry Lord. I am sorry for I haven't been giving value to the gift that You have given me.
He loves me. He loves me a lot. I know. I can feel it. I can feel how he cherishes and values me. His actions speak louder than words.
Father, help me. Help us. Give us wisdom. Give me wisdom and knowledge as we go through this next phase of our lives. I have realized if money were not an issue between us, I would marry him today or tomorrow.
Father, please provide for us and help us. Father, please bless the works of his hands. This time I will only just trust You and obey You in everything that I do, we do. Lord, now it is not just me. But there's another one also. The love of my life.
Father, please help us. Please help us. I still want to finish my studies. Please help us with our finances together. Help us, dear Lord.
Lord, You know the kind of man I had in mind but You gave me someone like him. Help me Lord to find Your will in the midst of this situation. Help me to just simply follow You and trust Your lead.
Lord, please help me. Help me to learn from Your Word. Amen.
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