Dear Lord,
It has been a long time since I was "sober". Forgive me for ever saying those things to You let alone thinking that way about You. Thinking You were cruel and bad and enjoyed torturing me. I was so mean for even thinking about You that way. I am sorry.
I am sorry for I viewed pornography again. I feel so shameful to the point of hating myself. I must admit I enjoyed the sensations it gave me but afterwards, I felt dirty, I felt disgust towards me, I felt so far away from You. Yet, You have been doing things in my life to collect me altogether and bring me back to You.
Help me to do things right this time. Help me to just follow You and keep Your Word in my heart and mind. Help me not to do things my own way and yes, believe, firmly believe that You are doing things in my life right now though I don't see them for my eyes are of human and only You could ever tell.
Thank You for bringing me back to You. Thank You for reminding me of Your love and for forgiving me.
Lord, things are happening in my life right now. May they be for the best and for the good of those around me. Amen.
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